I cry a little and die a little…

I don’t know where to begin.  Every day I struggle with the loss of my Charlotte.  Poor Bogie, I am sure he is tired of my grief. I don’t blame him.  We all deal with grief and loss in our own way, but mine has been going on for quite some time.

As I wake up each [...]

Surviving Grief

I have just started reading the Millenium Trilogy by Stieg Larsson.  In doing so, I have started surfing the internet to find info on him.  His partner of 32 years Eva Gabrielsson is writing a book about Stieg Larsson.  The second part of the book describes her grief over Larsson’s death and how she dealt with [...]

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh and I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You’re my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything good in my life

Without you there’d [...]

I have a dilemma…

Today I decided to put a photo of my sweet Charlotte as my wallpaper (desktop image) on my work computer.  So every time I look at my desktop I see her beautiful face.  The problem is…I am stilling feeling such a loss with her passing, that each time I look at her, I feel [...]

Today was my first day back at work since we lost Charlotte.  It was difficult, but everyone I work with is very sympathetic to my grief.  Three co-workers have one or more dogs in their household.

I go home each day at lunch to let Charlotte and Bramwell out to go pottie.  It was very difficult today [...]