Not ready yet…

…but I have been looking around at puppies.  I read this blog and the owner has the sweetest Border Collie I have ever seen.  I have been looking at border collie rescues in the area as well as looking at photos of puppies on our local SPCA site.  All the puppies are so very [...]

Grief

Each night before I go to bed, I sit on the couch in the spot that my Brammy used to sit.  Staring out the bay window at our neighborhood.  We always said he was our neighborhood watch dog.  Keeping us all safe from harm.  Our ever vigilant sentry.   He would sit and stare out [...]

Missing him

I miss him most right after work, when I should be going directly home to see my little boy.  To walk him and feed him.  Some days I was very tired, but as soon as I walked through the door, it was like he had thrown me a party.  He was so happy to [...]

Missing my puppies

I can’t tell you how much I miss my sweet puppies. I feel like there is a conspiracy a foot, keep dogs away from thotlady at all costs.

Sadness creeps into my bones and overwhelms me.

I really think I am in shock this time. A person can only take so much loss.

I [...]

Permalink

Things about Bramwell’s death that anger me.

We found out he had cancer the same day we had to decide to let him go Bramwell had to spend four hours of his last 24 in a cage at the emergency vets office, while we waited for the results of his tests I didn’t realize [...]